Sad

Well, in true bisexual nature (my last post was called 'Happy'), my emotions have shifted around for some unknown reason. I've been feeling kind of down recently, and I can't put my finger on the cause(s). But it makes me feel the need to go into hibernation. My energy is low, I'm bored at work, I'm sick of winter, I'm spacing out on things I have to do. All I want to do is watch TV, eat and sleep. Seriously.

I always find it hard to talk about how I am when I feel this way. There is no clear-cut reason behind these emotions, which makes it amorphous and uncomfortable. I think it's just my natural rhythm from time to time, so I'm used to it, but I don't like it. I have such a restless soul.

Even Daylight Savings time, one of my favorite days of the year, has turned into not such a favorite. I feel extra tired. It was a harsh reality check, waking up this morning to pitch black again. I'm not quite ready to trade in my morning light for afternoon light. Give me another month, maybe.

Blah.