illegitimi non carborundum

I've been feeling so bored and lonely the past few days. Though I don't really want to be doing anything, either. I'm stuck in a bit of a mopey rut, those times when you just feel a little sorry for yourself. I hate this mood, it seems so selfish. I just keep reading books like they're going out of style, and trying to escape the humidity as much as possible. Without any focus, I feel as though I'm ambling along some pointless path. What gives?